I'm discovering more and more that I really hate people. As in really hate them.
Why do people do the things they do? Are we subject to our emotions so much that we do absolutely stupid things?
Everything has just been getting on my nerves lately. I can't stand the fakeness, the inconsideration, the false friendships, the blatantly obvious annoyances.
I feel restless, annoyed, and miffed.
Yesterday we went to the movies to go watch Starsky and Hutch. It was an okay movie, not that great. I just wasn't in the mood for something funny, I guess. There were these really annoying people in front of us at the movies that just kept on getting up and walking around and basically being extremely annoying. I was getting majorly pissed off in a matter of two seconds, and I screamed out at them, "SIT DOWN!" I believe they told me to shut up.
But yeah, after that, we went to the pizzaria to get some food. That was pretty funny, because there was powdered sugar all over the place. Al had some on his crotch; it was funny. Joe was cute, as usual. :)
I've been playing a really cool game online that I stumbled on. It's called Alter Ego and it's basically living your life out over again, playing out what could and couldn't happen. The first time I ran through it life weent pretty well. I married a "Joseph," but somehow had a kid from a previous lover. Very strange. And I got engaged twice before marrying: the first guy had cheated on me, and the second didn't bother to show up at the wedding. It's pretty funny, the way life can go. I ended up dying peacefully, surrounded by family and friends. That's the way I want to go.
Hopefully today I'll be seeing Joe. He and Sti can really soothe my nerves. I love you both, and I seriously don't know what I'd do without either of you. You're both my truest, best friends, life friends, the only two that I could feel that I could trust my life with. I thank you guys for getting me through the sticky times. I'm forever loyal to you two. Thanks again. - prcinderella -
