I'm sitting in front of my screen, at 1:43 AM, bored, but not really doing anything. Just sort of staring. And happy doing so. I'm in one of those contemplative, blank moods that seize me every once in a while. Content to just sit here and stare off into space, silently thinking, wanting, and needing nothing.
I'm in a Dashboard mood. Which is weird, and different. I'm never in a Dashboard mood. Yes, but here I am, listening to Hands Down, and I have this strangely happy feeling...the world is good right now. Christmas is coming.
I'm in one of those poetic moods that seize me ever so often in the middle of the night, nights where my mind wanders...
Maybe it's a feeling of the holidays, a feeling that I've missed for two years now. Maybe it's just the awesomeness of love, of being with someone you love so much you don't think your heart can contain all the love. And watching that love spilling from you and onto other people, filling everyone with it, giving it away, wrapped in nothing but feeling and emotion. Or then again, maybe I'm just tired and should go to bed...
