Despairing. That's sort of how I am right now. I don't know, I feel very lonely and alone right now...not really talking to anyone, haven't basically talked to Joe all day. It's like I'm fading away. Maybe everyone's forgetting me...yeah, that's probably it. I just have Trapt's "Still Frame" on repeat..."Please help me cause I'm breaking down, this picture's frozen and I can't get out of here...Believe me, I'm just as lost as you..." I just bought it today, along with Christmas presents for everyone. I'm sick of Christmas now. The commercialism is killing me.
I feel like I'm fading away. I'll try and lose myself in my mind, forget it all... it's hard to go back to the way it used to be when you've tasted so much better..
